10:17pm

We did it!  Yep, he cam over and we talked for a while and he kept looking at me and I’d tell him to stop ’cause I was red.  Then he grabbed my toe through the blankets and I kissed him.  And we kissed a lot.  Then we just looked at each other for the longest time.  It was so sweet.  I just looked at his eyes and his cute nose and his lower lip.  I just felt so elated.  Then we talked some more and it was so nice.  And we kissed and then he took my shorts off and his clothes.  The light was on the whole time while we did it.  I sucked on his fingers earlier.  And after we did it, we looked at each other again and then he got dressed and said he had to get going.  I made him give me a kiss goodbye that was so nice.  Then as he was going out the door he asked if he could ask me a question.  He asked if I’ve been taking my pills.  How sweet.  I wanted to ask him if something has changed between us but I didn’t want to sound like a typical girl.  But something is different for both of us.  I’m happy – I think.

But I’ve won a dinner at the Olive Garden, ten dollars, and I get to keep my integrity.  I work with LeUyen tomorrow so I can collect.

Tags: Diary, fantasy, idiot, sexy?

Categories: Diary

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