Laura came by for a visit.  I knew she would.  Now she’s gonna go work out.  I can’t because I don’t have my damn membership card with me.  I found my neighbor’s paycheck stub.  I’ll have to return it.  Maybe in their mailbox.  For some reason I don’t want to talk to them.  Why am I afraid of people?  That’s not good if I want to travel a lot.  I’ll probably do so alone and since I don’t like being alone I should meet people but I’m afraid of them.  Not good.  I’m tired but Henry hasn’t called me yet.  He most likely won’t.  I should just go to sleep.  God, I wish I had a life.  I have an idea:  Henry brings the keys over himself tonight and surprises me.  He knows I like surprises and he would be so happy that I would be so happy that I would be so happy to get my stuff back that he would kiss me.  Why doesn’t he kiss me?

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