April 24, 1991, 1:44am: A Diary Entry
Posted on January 1, 2010Haven’t talked to Henry at all today – I think I’m going through withdrawl. Beth and Maury are in big-time trouble – according to Beth – Maury’s too drugged to figure it out – and the end is near – be it for the relationship or Maury’s life or both.
I forgot to push play – what a dope I am. I think I’ll drop the thing about the artichokes – I’m sure he’s tired of it. I remember him saying he doesn’t like to be another notch on someone’s belt – that he doesn’t like the idea that he’s just one of the many. So maybe it’s good that I said I was only 16 – which of course was the truth – because he thinks I’m clean now. But of course I am. I’ve had sex with I think six people – that’s hardly anything. Jeremy (I can’t think of his last name), Erica, Amy, Marisol, Sally, Rachel. Now, considering some people don’t even consider it actual sex with girls (though of course I do – ’cause it is), I haven’t been around all that much. My one experience with males was not what I’d consider a success. But, I am going to give them another chance (for their benefit – they couldn’t live without me) so I can be sure that it doesn’t always have to be that way. Someone who’s been working on it for nine (that’s nine 9 IX) years! would surly be more adept than someone who had just began that very night. I think that when I finally do have a sexual experience with a guy and it woks nicely (I know, my gerunds) then and only then will I feel truly devirginized. I was wondering if that is even a word. Oh well. A prefix and suffix. Yippee English. Called for quotes today – the cheapest is $1280 a year. That’s a lot o’ money.
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