Making bran muffins and eating a bagel.  No, I’m not a fuckin’ porker or anything.  Henry knows – I’m pretty sure.  So what, he knows – now on to some action.  Not bad stuff though cause I wouldn’t want to force him – I want him to be a very willing partner.  Like we’ll ever have sex.  He’s so cute though.  Just the thought of him with a girlfriend sort of shocks me.  He surprises me a lot – makes things interesting – I like it this way.  They smell and look the way they’re supposed to.  Good.  Oh crud, Erica hasn’t called back.  Like I really care.  Actually, maybe after this time, we really can be friends.  She says that I’m one of her best

My kitchen’s a mess again it’s never-ending.  I like Henry – he’s very sweet.  Maybe I should shower.  I want to see baby Henry pictures.  I want to be friends with his mom.  I want everyone to be really close.  I want to be a perfect girlfriend.  If this doesn’t work out, I’m going to be quite depressed.  The muffins aren’t cooked enough.  I like this song.  It’s the Rolling Stones one by Jane’s Addiction.  They’re kind of doughy in the middle so I’m gonna let them cool in the oven as the oven is.  Very good idea huh.  Why haven’t I written to Rachel?  I feel bad but I’m still not doing it.  I hope he knows I was only kidding when I said he was unobservant, immature, and stupid.  Oh, gosh, I sound so mean now and I don’t want to.  I did a better voice tonight – DJ told me I have a deep voice.  But it still sounds feminine I hope.  I called Beth after I got off the phone with Henry but she was half asleep and I was all hyped I’m still all sicky from sweating now I do feel gross.  Shower Time!

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