8:55 am

The last day o’ the month.  I have written half a book just in this short time and gone through many ups and downs.  My parents aren’t doing anything, they still let me go to work, talk on the phone, etc.  But I guess they see that if they tried to do anything, it’d be even worse.  But I wonder if I’ll still be able to spend the night over at Shannon’s anymore?  Dad was going to let me to to “Rocky” with them Friday so I guess I can still go out.  [Step-Sister] and Shannon get along great so maybe Erica and she can both spend the night some time soon.  In lifeskills we’re supposed to ask people how they perceive us then tell them how we really are.  Well, I’m sure not going to do that.  Oh gee.  Eric Rue sure is a stud-man.  He’s just so gorgeous that I almost have an orgasm every time I look at him.  Ha just kidding.  Well, perhaps Beth and I can become friends.  Yippee I hope so.

7:24 pm

[Step-Sister] got her license.  She’s quite happy and so am I.  No we can go see Shannon and Erica together.  Often Dad says he wants me to be successful, etc., and not make mistakes so I can’t be.  He says he can’t do anything about the lifestyle I’ve chosen and he won’t rag on me about it.  That’s pretty cool.  I just can’t “do it around here” which only means they don’t want to see any open affection.  Oh well.  So I guess I stay here, maybe, I don’t know.

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